“Me purpose on this Earth isn’t to fuck you whenever you see fit.” You left our bed to sleep up in Dominic’s old room, the furthest away from me that you can be in our house.” “I’m home a lot and you still never put out. “Don’t feed me that bullshit,” Ryder growled as he pulled out of the space. My sister, and the other girls, would smack me around for resorting to this way of thinking, but they didn’t know what my home life or relationship with Ryder was like. I didn’t think I would be able to handle that, and decided I was better off not knowing. The silent ‘or who’ was implied, but the words never left my lips because I was terrified if it turned out to be a ‘who’ that was the reason for him leaving every night. “We probably would if you didn’t go off every single night to do God knows what.” I flattened my hands out on my thighs and resisted the urge to ball them into fists. “Besides,” he quipped, “we’d actually have to fuck in order to get you pregnant.” Ryder faced forward and jammed his key into the ignition and started up his car. “No, we aren’t in the position to raise a dog, let alone a child.” “Do you think we’re at a point where we should have a kid?” he asked, and I heard the doubt laced throughout his voice. I glanced at him as he continued to remain silent.
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